UNSPOKENN.

Taiwan!

2011-12-19T16:15:00.002+08:00

Leaving for Taiwan tmr! :))
AND.. FIRST X'MAS OVERSEA!!!!!
CAN'T WAIT.
but yet to pack.
See you on 27th Dec S'pore! ((:

In heaven.

2011-12-18T16:05:00.000+08:00

Five as One.
:))))))
Laugh so hard just now while watching some of their videos.
Ahhh, why so cute.
Junsu's silly jokes, Chunface, Jaejoong suddenly being so hyper, Changmin bullying the other members with his violence & Yunho's sexy dance.
All their voices and performance are so flawless.
How can I not love them?
Always keep the faith

Universal Studios Singapore!!

2011-12-17T15:46:00.000+08:00

UNIVERSAL STUDIO, 我終于来了! :)))
Really had a lot fun ytd with my cousin and sisters.
USS was really full of surprises! (:
More than what I expected.
One day, if I ever had the chance again, I will go for the roller coaster.... IFFF..
@least I tried the Mummy's indoor high speed roller coaster, which nearly killed me.
HAHAHA, but it was fun! :)
Went to 4D sherk, the lost world etc...
OHYES. :) The Transformer ride was really amazing & cool!
All the 3D effect and things feel so real, *thumbs up* (Y)
Never really had so much fun for a long time.
Thanks guys! :)) Esp my cousin! ♥

why wait?

2011-12-14T00:39:00.001+08:00

You’ll never enjoy your life,
living inside the box
You’re so afraid of taking chances,
how you gonna reach the top?

Rules and regulations,
force you to play it safe
Get rid of all the hesitation,
it’s time for you to seize the day

Instead of just sitting around
and looking down on tomorrow
You gotta let your feet off the ground,
the time is now

I’m waiting, waiting, just waiting,
I’m waiting, waiting outside the lines
Waiting outside the lines
Waiting outside the lines

Try to have no regrets
even if it’s just tonight
How you gonna walk ahead
if you keep living behind

Stuck in my same position,
you deserve so much more
There’s a whole world around us,
just waiting to be explored

Instead of just sitting around
and looking down on tomorrow
You gotta let your feet off the ground,
the time is now, just let it go

I dont wanna have to force you to smile
I’m here to help you notice the rainbow
Cause I know,
What’s in you is out there

I’m waiting, waiting, just waiting,
I’m waiting, waiting outside the lines
Waiting outside the lines
Waiting outside the lines

I’m trying to be patient (I’m trying to be patient)
the first step is the hardest (the hardest)
I know you can make it,
go ahead and take it

I’m Waiting, waiting, just waiting I’m waiting
I’m waiting, waiting, just waiting
I’m waiting, waiting outside the lines
Waiting outside the lines
Waiting outside the lines

You’ll never enjoy your life
Living inside the box
You’re so afraid of taking chances,
How you gonna reach the top?

proud to be me.

2011-12-14T00:22:00.002+08:00

Today's sales was really good.
But sth just made me feel so.... not so good.
Ahhh.
Hopefully...
Hopefully kind ppl still exist.
Well.. Experience as I wished to. :)

A day @Sentosa!

2011-12-12T00:16:00.002+08:00

So long since we gather tgt for an outing! ^^
Awesomeeeeeeeeeeee day out, really.
Esp dinner, when we all sit down & chat about the past. :))
Look @how times flies......
We actually known each other for almost 4~5years.
:)))))))
Sincerely wish all of u all the best for the nx stage of lifeeee.
May all of u get what u desire & don't forget to gather tgt agn! ♥♥♥

GIRLS BRING THE BOYS OUT \m/

♥

2011-12-10T22:49:00.000+08:00

SO LOOKING FORWARD TO OUR TAIWAN TRIP.
:))))))))))))))
CAN'T WAIT.

#TVXQinSG

2011-12-03T18:37:00.002+08:00

CAN'T BELIEVE I MET THEM IN PERSON JUST NOW.
:)))))))))))))))
I wonder how long I waited...
Come back to S'pore as five soooooooon!!!!! ♥♥♥♥♥

Always keep the faith.

5a1 2011

2011-11-30T02:10:00.000+08:00

How I used to hate waking up early, rushing sch almost every morning, attending some boring lessons.
now I just wish I can still meet my classmate everyday like used to~

Prom Nite 2011

2011-11-26T02:01:00.004+08:00

HI. ((:
Updates on Prom Night 2011!!
More pictures on Facebook though.
Make-up, high heels- So not me. Had a really hard time enduring through the pain of wearing heels, 6inches T.T
Nevertheless, Prom night mark a beautiful full stop to my Secondary School life.
I really wish and want to see everyone again after we have graduated.
Though it's hard........ but...... well........

Did a stupidest thing in the middle of the night.

Compare 2010:
to 2011:
Not the no. of ppl in my clique that went, but how we look.
Hahaha! Goodnight (:

好的事情总有一个结束

2011-11-22T16:48:00.005+08:00

HI, IT'VE BEEN AWHILE YEAH?
I'm so touched that my cousin is still reading this blog! :') Thanks ah! ^^

Anw, O's had already ended few weeks back!
And my long-awaited holiday?!!! BORING!
But, I can finally relaxed after a long, tiring, stressing year of studies. (:
Reaaaaally wana thanks my mother for being there when I'm really stressed up.
Idk why, but her words always make me feel so secure since young, even though it's just a simple "Just do ur best". Hahaha.
And teachers who helped me along this tedious journey.
Just wish everyone would receive O's results happily, tears of JOY!!!

Looking forward to......
#1- Taiwan trip! Wanted to go there since young. FINALLY, finally had the chance to!!! (: Thanks my cousin for the offer!<3
#2- Prom night! Hopefully as enjoyable as last yr!
#3- TMR. SMALL GHOST WAIT FOR ME <3

"They say when we're growing up, the reasons to smile begin to disappear one by one. So, shouldn't we @least force ourselves to smile?
AKTF.

move on.

2011-08-19T23:01:00.004+08:00

I suddenly miss them, and times in NPCC so much.

Received my Chinese's O's Level result yesterday,
and had English's O's oral today.
This two days are like disasters.
The fear and disappointment within me can't be expressed in words.
That's the consequences of not working hard enough.
Time to wake up, CQY.

I've learnt something from Meiling today, "Efforts is not equal to results".
It's true to a certain extend.
I shall not assume and move on now.
Thanks for everyone's concern.
I won't allow failure beat me down so easily.
Let's work hard! :)

determination

2011-08-09T16:05:00.003+08:00

O's in two months time,
I really need to work hard & stay focus.
Let's work hard friends!

twenty8

2011-07-28T16:10:00.000+08:00

Thanks everyone that made my day today~
Let's work hard!

loveyou, 28July.

don'tsaygoodbye.

2011-06-26T18:33:00.000+08:00

June holiday gona end today.
And the month June is ending, soon later, October. x.x
Why time pass so fast?!!!
Hi sch, bye holidays. :'(

想当年。。

2011-05-21T01:23:00.012+08:00

HELLO. SURPRISE??!!!!
Badminton sessions with classmates just now, and the last few weeks were really awesome. ^^
Fall in love with badminton all over again~~~ Haha.
And according to Miss Guo, I'm not unlucky in a way that I broke my hand etc. HAHA. But I had another big blister on my hand. -_-
And the chitchat session with classmates really made me miss Sec2's life a lot~~

O's Chinese paper in less than 2 weeks from now. :(:(:(
I really, really hope, I'm able to, once & for all, "get over" Chinese and focus more on English, which is way weaker.(Jolene always laugh at me for "overusing" Chinese. That's good in a way, LOL )
Midyear exams results are back (except Chem and SS), and surprisingly, Math, Physic and Geo score better than what I expected. =D
My English results is damn cui, I just pass. Gotta work hard over the upcoming June Holiday..
一转眼，五年了。。
时间过的好快。
所谓，“岁月不流人”。
Really miss those carefree life, when I was 13-15 then.
But I certainly prefer my life now, but I still miss those time (Oh, what am I talking about~~~~~)

Goodnight ^^
加油!

搞砸了

2011-04-29T16:21:00.002+08:00

god, please bless me.
I'm suffocating.

back to december.

2011-03-27T13:59:00.002+08:00

I would appreciate
if you
spare
a thought
for someone
like me.

Heal the world.

2011-03-16T00:02:00.005+08:00

I believe most of you heard of the disasters Japan had faced few days back.

It's seriously upsetting to see our own kinds suffering from all these.

What's more, these disaster continued for a few days before it eventually stops.

However, there's still warning that there's possibility of it happening again.

I, myself, seriously can't imagine all these happening on myself..

So many things change overnight.

I really hope the survivors can be rescue to a safer place, now.

It's seriously too much for them to take, to go through these nightmare again and again.

It's..... so suffocating.

Let's all pray for Japan, & everyone in this world, to be safe & sound.

& also help them in every way we could.

We, human, shouldn't be unfeeling towards our own kinds pains.

4days 3night, Kota Tinggi, (Y)

2011-03-01T17:59:00.004+08:00

This camp was amazing.
Paintball, fireflies cruise, waterfall, service learning blahblah.
Memorable, totally miss it :(
Tyvm, Teachers & trainers+facilitators & friends. (L)

^^

Tell me why.

2011-02-13T13:42:00.003+08:00

I think I'm not prepared.

Everything seems like a nightmare.

Happy Lunar New Year ^^

2011-02-05T19:51:00.003+08:00

When I was young, I thought the most important thing on earth is having money.
Now when sucha thing happened on my aunt, then I realise health was so impt.
Yes, we can so much things with money.
But without pink health, what's the point of having money?
Death is sucha scary thing.
For this & every upcoming new year, I only wish for everyone to be healthy and safe.

PRESS ONNNNN!!

2011-01-24T16:03:00.005+08:00

I really wish this year can end faster, or rather be more smooth sailing.
Esp for my studies. :( Argh.

February is coming in no times. ^^
Happy 1) CNY = Gathering with my dearest relative & grandmother whom I really miss. I haven't seen them for quite sometime already, which is really, very sad.
Happy 2) Service learning!! It've been very very very long since I went oversea. So I'm kinda excited! Even though the trip seem wrong to be organise this year. :/
- My batch didn't have a level camp & Cambodia trip started for all sec3 when we're sec4. -_-
AND BAOZ'S 7TEEN = +20 maoz. HAHAHA. :D

*Pray hard for...... :x
Alright. I should end here
WITH LOVE.

Back to the starting point, again.

2011-01-21T21:08:00.003+08:00

Sometimes I don't even know why, what's the point.
It would still end with disappointment anyway.

-
I'll get through these obstacles.
Because it's my decision from the start.
Determination.
With love.

I'm so sorry but I love you.

2011-01-16T11:44:00.001+08:00

I really wish the outcome for both, will be positive.

God bless me.

K.Y.H.D

2011-01-07T23:18:00.004+08:00

HELLO!! :))
School have started few days back~
First week of school is always about admin stuff. So, it's so boring........
Hopefully by next week, everything can be back to normal. (STUDY MOOD!!!)

Today, I went to NP's open house with clique.
Finally get this chance to explore around there, because my class missed out this chance last year. D:
I.should.make.up.my.mind.soon
All the best for everyone who're getting their results on Monday, esp my sis!!

This two years of waiting for HoMin's come back is worth it, after watching their awesome performance. :)
DBSK fighting!! Always keep the faith. <3

With Loves.

Goodbye 2010~

2011-01-01T12:22:00.000+08:00

Hello everybody!!
2010 have offically ended ytd~
Spend my last night of 2010 with clique @xx's house~ :)
I know I've said this many times, but time seriously passes very fast.
So fast I've reached my sixteen, so fast FerruginousII have pop from HS NPCC, so fast my sec4 life have ended, so fast my N's have ended, so fast N's result have been released, so fast I'm ending my work soon, so fast sch's reopening soon & etc.
Although this year was mostly about studying, but I really enjoyed all the process. Be it good or bad. Because I could really feel that I'm growing up as times goes by. *thick skin*

Idk why, but I always start off with a new year bad.
But luckily I always managed to survive those bad times.
This year wasn't an exception, because of my back.
I felt so in pain that I could hardly breathe during work. Of coz I'm feeling better now~ :')
I really hope it's nothing serious. *cross finger*

Next, tmr is my last day of work! =D
Of coz, I'll miss the staffs there and I really appreciate all the gifts =D

Lastly, I will plan out my resolution tmr.
My 2010 one seem very fail~ ><"
Once again, HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE.
May everyone have a great year ahead. ^^
Withloves, QinYin

W.

2010-12-29T11:53:00.002+08:00

Keep in mind that I love you.

With ♥, ChanQinYin. (:

Think twice, the impact could be hard.

2010-12-26T11:56:00.004+08:00

Hello bloggie! ^^
Last night after work, I went to celebrate Joan's birthday.
We stay overnight as well. I ate cakes 3/4 days in a row alr. :X
I didn't sleep the whole night, so I went home very early to sleep.
But I still feel very cui @work. :/ After my dinner break, played till very crazy with my colleague. :x Ohmy~
Something happen @my workplace today.
My title say it all :D
Goodnight, I need my beauty sleep ><" Happy 7th year beloves & cassies. <3
萱，加油！！ <3

Withloveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeees ^^

It ends tonight.

2010-12-24T10:31:00.002+08:00

WOOOTS!! So fast Xmas eve alr!! =D
I don't care, I'm gona get a wallet for myself!! :(
*HINT HINT TO THAT VERY GL SON* (Internal joke. HAHAHA!)
Anw, ytd was Renald's birthday, and we book a chalet for him. So touched right, R?!?! :x
The indian family nx door, which disturbed us almost the whole day.
Imagined people who literally have party throughout the night. Can't they be more considerate?!?! Complain like so many times, & the situation got even worst -___-
Some people, nowadays are seriously damn inconsiderate.
Ohwellz~ I only slept for a few hours, &I've got work ltr on. I just can't get to sleep anymore!!
I'm so gona be a shag ltr on. :((
Work is very busy recently, I wish this week come to an end ASAP. >.<

With loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeees. ^^

等一道光线

2010-12-17T19:12:00.003+08:00

It've been awhile since I last update this blog.
Today's the release of N's results!!!
Time seriously flies. Work is gona end in like two weeks time also. :))
I'm really contented with my results, and I will keep my promise by working harder next year.
Congratz for those who did well/improved! =D
For those who're disheartened by ur results, take ur time to stand up & move on.
Maybe you would think that I'm saying feng liang hua, but this is really how I feel.
Who never met failure before? Who knows you might be a top scorer in ur next stage of life.
Never give up on yourself.

Never be replace.

Aktf.

2010-12-03T00:48:00.006+08:00

下班後和 Ah Quek 一起去吃宵夜。心裡覺得很高興。我們也聊了很多關於工作的事情。
好久不見，我的朋友們。

No pain, no gain.

2010-12-01T22:10:00.006+08:00

大家好！A new month have begin! And it's the last month of the year.
Look @how times flies.
Few months ago, many Sec4 students are busy preparing for their national exams, and tada~
You will see many part-timers around the malls now. Haha ;)
Work have been fine so far. Thanks once again for everyone that have came to visit me! :)
Now that I've work, I became sort of careful in spending my money.
Because they're seriously hard-earned money!! Okay -.- right.
Now I can truly understand, why ppl say money are hard to earned.
I mean, you really won't understand those words from heart unless you've been through it, experience it yourself. Listening doesn't really count sometimes.

-
Today is my off day! Spend my afternoon with Ms dumbdumb. :))
We caught "Push" (Bruce) Lee!
It was a worth-to-watch movie. Though the ending was abit...........
Thanks for accompanying me CCHY!! :D

-
Always keep the faith.

萱，加油！！

With loves.

Yesterday.

2010-11-20T23:57:00.005+08:00

Prom was really great. (:Though I didn't win anything from lucky draw. (HAHA kidding!!)Why do good things end so ultra fast!! :(
I will rmb everyone in HS that makes my Secondary life so memorable.Esp my belove Clique and FERRUGINOUS II.

萱，加油！！！

With love.

放開了拳頭反而更自由

2010-11-18T23:56:00.007+08:00

Hello ^^
Today is the 8th day of my work. First day of work is the most tiring among all ._." (Like duh!)
So far quite okay, I'm adapting well. :) All the staff @work are very nice people. Though often I feel like a small kid working in adult's world. :/
My job is pretty simple, like replenishing goods. The only thing I don't like is to carry those heavy stuff. :x
Also, I almost everyday also bring one injuries home too! =.=
I'm really touched (deep inside my heart) when I see my friends coming to visit me :)
My dad often come and fetch me home because he worry about my safetly. (People like me should be thankful for having sucha wonderful parents!)
And he always buy food to let me eat in case I'm hungry after work! ^^ But then he always tease me about getting fat. :( And my sis & bro in law too. Omg I shall stop saying my "Thank you speech", sound so =.="

Alright, tmr's finally my off day! After 8 days of work ^^ But it's prom night tmr, &I've got work on Sat -_- Hopefully tmr's gona be fun, *cross finger*
I should think like an adult &stop making a big fuss over those lil things ppl do behind.
Yay, positive thinking often make one's happier! :)
Till then, goodnight! :)

Cause that's what I say I will do from the start.

2010-11-10T18:47:00.014+08:00

Hello! :)
Ytd was a lucky and happy day for me!
I finally bought sth for Prom night! ^^ Like finally huh.
And after waiting for afew weeks, I finally got the work alr! ^^
I went for training today and I was early.
So I slack around like one homeless gal, early in the morning -.-
When I entered the training room, a lot more newbies was there alr -.-
Hmph. Training was really boring. I mean really b.o.r.e.d
How I wish one of my friend was there with me. (Feels the same way I had during area6 camp :P) But in future, I've to go through these too. So it'll be a good experience for me. :) What's more, I learn new things from this trainnig too :)
Hehez. Thanks Renald for accompanying me today. Owe you frolick ok ;)

I kinda wana work, but the thought of working till so late, only in sianz mood only :/ WERID ME.

听说南方从来不会有寂寞
听说在海边世界没有尽头
你哭覂告诉我
你和他梦想的种种
我会是你雨天的湖泊
拥抱你的温柔
好想看你的笑容
对离开的他说
你心中那份美丽
怎么找都不会再有
轻轻触摸未来遥远的风
有一天你会找回你的梦
幸福是看得透而不是
舍不得他的所有
慢慢触摸天空暖暖的火
我在这天黑了也不会走
你的快乐除了他
还有我永远守候
不要难过
听说冬天叶子熟了会脸红
听说在天空有迷人的星座
一起去探险吧
也许你会喜欢而感动
你沉默的时候
我知道你的心还很痛
真想看你的笑容
对你的他大声说

With ♥s.

我對不起我

2010-11-08T12:33:00.020+08:00

Hello!! ^^
3D2N chalet @Sentosa with Clique was awesomeeee. (:
Though our room was very small, and some can't sleep in a comfortable position.
Oh wellz. Day one, we unpacked our stuff. And we spent a lot time to find a place to settle our dinner. We ended up @Sakae. It was around 8plus then, the restaurant only left a chef & waitress. :/ After dinner, we went back and watched Paranormal. I wasn't concentrating much, because I was tired.
Day two was the most enjoyable day. Spent alot time @the beach. :) We camwhored, played captain ballz and toured around Sentosa. Cooolz, love the tram and train which made the ride convenience. Don't know what happen, my stomach hurt like hellz. :'( Sherlyn suffer the same fate as me. Haha. Went back to rest and washed up. (Thank panadol for easing the pain.) Slept awhile before BBQ started. BBQ was great, maybe because it wasn't cramp with many other people, not smoky and noisy. Or maybe it was because the food was good. HAHA. :X Went back, watch tv till sleep again. LOL. Woke up by laughter, Alvin & his craps really made everyone awake laugh like madddz. Hahahaz. Unglam me, LOL!! Day three, packed stuff and book out. :) Toured around Sentosa, camwhored and camwhored and camwhored. Homed. -Pardon my Stm-
Thanks Deannz for accompanying me ytd! ^^ Appreciated much!

祝任家萱，早日康复。

WithLoveees, SeeQY.

For this one hour, I like you.

2010-10-22T17:09:00.007+08:00

Hi bloggie. ^^
Induction programme started on Monday, which is very (x10) boring.
Hmm. I guess I'm already in holiday mood :'/
But what to do.. Still have to go. (Tsk!)

Meet up with my girls few days back, after so veryveryvery long. :))
Went shopping with Tanny first. Tanny is like usual hor, "Tell me tell me tell me I won't regret"
LOL!! Meet up with ahquek later on for dinner.
I won't forget our after exams plans ahquek, Gambateh! ^^

Celebrate Jolene's birthday with clique ytd :))
Surprise her after she went home, after all our dinner. Hehez. Overall, it's a success still. HAHA. Though it's short & nothing much, still hope you've fun la! ^^

Cause of love'

2010-10-16T23:41:00.008+08:00

Hihi ^^
I went to exercise with friends today. Played badminton as well.
The wind was not being co-operative with us :(
And despite knowing CJ7's hp pw, I spammed it with many numbers. (Purposely to disiao him :x) Who knows, it was disabled for use for 1hr. Feel really very guilty.... ><"

Next, went town for the third time this week today.
Feel very(x10) tired after a long day.
But mum bought a lot food for us. Hehehez. Happy like hellz. ^^
Had dinner before going home :)
I think I gain weight more than losing weight after all :/
And and, saw a lot inconsiderate ppl today. Haizzz, what's the world becoming..

-
Goodnight mylove.

Faith.

2010-10-13T23:06:00.005+08:00

HELLOOOOOOOOOOZXZXS.
N's is finally over ^^
Pray hard for good results :'/

Went out with Clique today, to register for work.
Thanks to Zabao's lobang. =D
Shop around town, caught movie; Charlie St. Cloud.

For dk how many times, panadol save my day.

一直在醞釀　一直在盼望
爸爸和媽媽　唯一的理想
二月第—天　一九八一年
我第一次對他們眨了眨眼

等待快點過去多少個明天
希望這寶貝快快長大一點一點
身體要健康所有的事情都如所願
BABY 長大以後就是小軒

I WILL FIND MY WAY
I WANT A DIFFERENT WAY
AFTER THE WIND AND RAIN
THERE'LL BE A BRAND NEW DAY
小時候受傷有人心疼失落有人安慰
現在遇到困難自己就要學會面對

I WILL FIND MY WAY
I WANT A DIFFERENT WAY
NOTHING TO STOP ME NOW
NO MATTER WHAT THEY SAY
困難要用我的堅強和努力勇敢面對
現在用心去追　感覺就對
I'LL FIND MY WAY

一直就這樣　找我的方向
不理會別人　奇怪的眼光
直到有一天　我忽然發現
夢想已經在實現

等待快點過去多少個明天
看著自己已經慢慢長大一點一點
我的生活應該讓我自己學會掌握
相信自己　不怕風雨再多

I WILL, I WILL FIND MY WAY
I'LL FIND MY WAY

Almost done.

2010-09-16T21:41:00.003+08:00

Hi world.
Prelims is finaaaaaaally over v^oo^v
Finally this two weeks ended, awaiting 2weeks ltr..
Poa Paper 2 killed me. I couldn't balance the first qn, sad ttm la :(
Physic also, my brain is like, sleeping :/
Hope result wont turn out to be a disappointment.

Went out with Clique today, Prelim's end celebration, or N's arrival Celebration.
You must be thinking "Like that also can celebrate" YEAH INDEED.
It's some craps btwn me and Jolene. (Alkene) LMAO.
Ate @Aston and Frolick. (Y)
Shall take a day off today, finally can sleep early <: We all have our time machines. Some take us back, they're called memories. Some take us forward, they're called dreams. -Jeremy Irons

I will love you till the end of time.

2010-09-09T13:32:00.004+08:00

Three N's paper down!
Overall, still quite okay. :) (Hopefully the result also :x)
Yaaaaay! So happy.
Anw, Happy (belated) birthday to ALVIN.
The one who never fail to make us all laugh till peng ^^
And Happy birthday to my parents & Jovina's dad in advance! :D

I cant blame anyone for the mistake I make.
The only thing I can do now is Learn from it.

Every experience in life is valuable. :)

Are we at war tonight
Will there be angels whispering to midnight
Don't wake when lightning strikes
My heart for you is true
Let no one take that from you
Time is running tight
Can't change from wrong to right
So I'll close my eyes and dream a little
Just like how we used to be baby

Its time to say farewell
No need to cry of feelings
Oh, It's alright
All in the book of life
Heaven grant me one last wish I beg you
Let me say these words before I go

I will love you till the end of time
Every breath of mine I'll hold you by my side
But I'll rest in peace my sweetheart would you
Let me die in your arms with you
Only you can stop the rain tonight
Only you can change my world from black to white
So I'll close my eyes and dream a little more

Are we at war tonight
Will there be angels whispering to midnight
Don't wake when lightning strikes
Heaven grant me one last wish I beg you
Let me say these words before I go

I will love you till the end of time
Every breath of mine I'll hold you by my side
But I'll rest in peace my sweetheart would you
Let me die in your arms with you
Only you can stop the rain tonight
Only you can give me strength to fight
Till the sky is burning it's the end of time

Look ahead tomorrow long and winding road
Keep the faith of mine don't let it go
You're the only reason night ain't growing cold
What would I do without you

I will love you till the end of time
Every breath of mine I'll hold you by my side
But I'll rest in peace my sweetheart would you
Let me die in your arms with you
Only you can stop the rain tonight
Only you can make my world so bright
Life no longer empty, with you in my heart
In my heart

You aint never met no one like me.

2010-08-19T16:56:00.008+08:00

HELLO. :))

Sudden urge of blogging, lolz.

3 prelim papers over alr, result still havent out T.T

17days to the first paper, if not wrong ;x

Wooo, time really flies~

I cant wait for N's to be over.

Dont give up, it's not the end yet.

Remember those photographs we took on the boat in Spain
I took them down and ripped them up and threw them all away
remember on the back of one you wrote we would meant to be
that doesn't really matter now cause you don't mean a thing to me

baby you should've told me told me find the start
I thought I was your only
till you put me on the shelf and found somebody else

I never thought that you would ever do that everything we had is gone
said you loved me, said you'd never leave me, maybe I just heard you wrong
cause im damaged, im damaged, don't know what to do, baby
im damaged so, so damaged because of you

got rid of those clothes you left like you got rid of our dreams
don't wanna be reminded of all of the memories
I used to have the ticket stub saved from our very first date
but that don't really matter now cause you threw our love away

baby you should've told me cause now im torn apart
thought that I was your only
till you put me on the shelf and found sumbody else

its almost like you were never here
I almost feel like I don't care cause I almost got rid of all the pain
the only thing I have left to say is how could you leave me so damaged

Girl I never thought, never thought never thought that'd you'd do that everything is gone
(everything is gone)
you said you loved me said youd never leave me maybe I just heard you wrong (heard you wrong)

CQY is 6teeeeeen!

2010-07-29T17:02:00.003+08:00

Ytd have been really a nice day. :)
Though I wasnt really in the mood, or rather birthday mood -_-
Thanks for all the celebrations and presents!
I appreciated it a lot ^^

My bunch of sisters is really so cuteeee.
They came with suprising me few days back, and I'm tricked like totally. ._.
Pizzahut with clique ytd, Zabao and Joan amazed me ._.
And two gays came and scare me too -.- OK LALALA.

Having sore throat nowwww, damnit.
Weehehe, luckily oral went well today. :D
Hopefully the grade too huh. LOL.
I will be back soooooooooooooooooooooon :))
N LEVEL IS COMING T.T

56days.

2010-07-11T13:48:00.005+08:00

Time to really focus on my studies.
Can cure my addiction of using com as well.
~~One bird kill two stones.~~ One stone kill two bird.
All the best to everyone. Weehehe.
I will be back soon :))

When life offers you a dream so far beyond any of your expectations, it's not reasonable to grieve when it comes to an end.

2010-07-10T11:53:00.006+08:00

Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiieeeeeeeee :)
This week is great, & not really great.. :/ -.-"
Many things on, lazy to elaborate
Watch Despicable Me with my sis & cuzzins @PS.
Well if you're a person who like comedy show, you would probably like it.
And OMGZXZXZXZXS, I FINALLY FOUND MY FAVE SHOE!!!! HEHEHEZ.
Find very long le ._. Getting it next week. Weehehe :D
2 other nice shoe caught my eye too. Omggg ._.

Thanks mum & dad. I appreciate what your have given me. (L)
PURPLE spec ;)._. Ehhh she's not my sister. LOLOLOL!!

静静地陪你走了好远好远
连眼睛红了都没有发现
听着你说你现在的改变
看着我依然最爱你的笑脸
这条旧路依然没有改变
以往的每次路过都是晴天
想起我们有过的从前
泪水就一点一点开始蔓延

我转过我的脸　不让你看见
深藏的暗涌已经越来越明显
过完了今天　就不要再见面
我害怕每天醒来想你好几遍

我吻过你的脸　你双手曾在我的双肩
感觉有那么甜　我那么依恋
每当我闭上眼　我总是可以看见
失信的诺言全部都会实现

我吻过你的脸　你已经不在我的身边
　　　　　　　(虽然你不在我的身边)
我还是祝福你过得好一点
断开的感情线　我不要做断点
只想在睡前　再听见你的　蜜语甜言

Hold on to your words 'cause talk is cheap.

2010-07-05T18:31:00.007+08:00

I miss everything we've been through.

English Oral tmr, hopefully I dont screw it :( *cross finger*

I will make it through.

2010-07-04T13:48:00.007+08:00

Hello ((:
Life have been great recently! Hehez.
Thursday's PE was great :)
Friday went The Cathay with Clique & caught Eclipse.
JACOB IS DAMN HOT I TELL YOU ;)
Recently technology keep failing on me agn, ah, f.
Blahblahblah~ Back to studies now.

I believe.
LOL~!

Anyway, I've collected my new spec alr.
And lastly...
.
.
.

知足常乐。

2010-06-26T13:01:00.003+08:00

UATC Campfire.
Campcraft Chalet.
By2 Concert @NYP.
This three events is like a waiting days.

Sch is reopening on Monday.
I always thought I had time for tmr, but 'tmr' never comes..
I've wasted almost a month, two months left.
CQY, you're so dead.

Life is too short to wake up with Regrets.

2010-06-17T18:01:00.001+08:00

Hello v^oo^v
Went for 2nd day of Zabao's chalet.
Meet Renald on the bus, & off to downtown tgt.
He treat me ice cream for waiting for him, thanks~ :D
We walk really long long ways, -_-
Meet the rest, play Arcade, then went back watch Shin Chan~ xD
Rofl, BBQ started, and blahblahblah~
Some of us went to watch Midnight Movie.
Watched Karate Kid, super nice & worth watching. ;)
"When life knock you down, you can choose whether or not to get back up."
Went back sleep, my position like abit pathetic, but better than Joan they all :X
After booking out, went Just Acia for brunch. ;)
Then we started teasing how each other sleep. Damn lol can!!

As promised, I shall write sth about this not cute son of mine; JC!!!
Stop acting cute okay! :D I dont bully you, I'm too kind for that :X
Dont rofc after reading what you didnt expect. :P

Pictures:
Cute ttm v^^v

Vexed.

So not holidays~

2010-06-07T18:19:00.003+08:00

June Holiday is used to study, not enjoy.
Tons of hwks!! :( And alot to revise before sch reopen.
Luckily, I got activities on this holiday to relaxed :D
CANT WAIT!! :D
That push me to study, so I can enjoy like nobody's business later on.
Goodbye lazy~
N level Oral might fall on my birthday, sweet.
A lot ppl say that N Level is a piece of cake.
Let's hope it's true!! O:

Into korean recently.
You should watch "He's beautiful" if you havent. \m/

Since the earth is round, even if you go far away, you'll eventually return to where you started.

2010-06-04T13:05:00.006+08:00

HELLO ;)
I've been rather nightlife ever since holiday started ._.
As promised, I will study from today on.
I've finished "He's beautiful" ;)
Actually wanted to watch it after N, but I'm so tempted by my sis & Tanny. HAHAHA.
Omgzxzxzxs, nice show with hot guys. HEHEZ.
So........................................ I'm gona study now.
Hope I can get the stuff I wanted before sch reopen, GOD BLESS :/
Take care.
Thanks for coming into this world, & my life.

One way street, just You & I. ♥

2010-05-30T22:31:00.017+08:00

Hellozxzxzxs. :)
"There's no guarantees for tomorrow; so we've to learn to be thankful for the things we've now. Learn to rejoice while we still can"
- PL.
Read this: Click.

Went back to np few days back. Seem like, everyone have grown up. And ya, I missed those time, for sure. Chitchatting session ;D
A new month start tmr, I really wondered what have I done past few months. :/
Now=Studies first, play later. After N, Play first, studies ltr. And the cycles keep going on & on.. ;)
Time to study, BYEZXZXZXS :D
I still hope.

Pictures. [More @FB :))]
习惯成自然。

Dont disappear right after the song, (L)

2010-05-28T19:18:00.009+08:00

Hihi! :D
If you've seen my tweets/plurk, you might have know my plans didnt work out :(
Because I'm having fun throughout the week ;x
Tuesday is our Career Day, Sec4/5NA &NT went to NYP for talks.
It doesnt even look like a career day to me, okay whatever x.x
And I've a ice cream date with Sbaby someday this week, If not wrong is Monday ._. Forget alr :x
We bought a tub of cookie & cream ice cream & went to rooftop to eat. :D
PTM on wednesday, which is quite okay lar. My result sucks ttm. D:
Didnt reach my target, disappointed. But nothing's gona change.

Thursday was Zabao's birthday! :D Picnic & kite outing :D
Went to surprise Zabao @her house, which was a success. HAHA
Headed off to took bus & change to train to Marina areas.
We were like lost in nowhere there -.-"
So we decided to take cab to Marina Barrage while R, A & CJ went to buy food ;)
After we reached, we were unpacking stuff, and eat etc.
Then after awhile realise the dark cloud above us -_-
Then it started to rain, so suay right.
But stopped after awhile, & Rainbow was a reward in return after the rain! :D
Super clear & beautiful :DDD
Then we started moving our stuff back to the grass patch & play around like small kids.
Fly kite, fooooooooooooood, photos etc. (Upload next tme ;D)
Alot married couples went there to take wedding photos, like 5 or more pairs o.O
Because the scenery there is very nice ;)
Left @around 8plus, the rest went to eat while 3 of us went back home.
A day full of joy & laughter, HEH HEH v^oo^v

Everything inside a picture never changes. Even when the person in it do.

Zabao show me this very sad MV few days ago.

I wont just stop here.

2010-05-23T20:24:00.008+08:00

"You've it easily in your power to increase the sum total of this world's happiness.
How? By giving a few words of sincere appreciation to someone who is lonely or discouraged.
Perhaps you will forget tomorrow the kind word you say today.
But the recipient may cherish them over a lifetime."
- Dale Carnegie.

A new week, everyday is a restarting point.
This week would be a fruitful week!
Because I've everything plan out nicely, hopefully nothing goes wrong :P
I cant wait for Thursday, woohuuu~ :D

Trial exam's result is all out. :(
English & math is soooooooooooooooo...... CMI :(
The rest, some improve, most didnt............... x.x
Buckup buckup.
My phone die on me ytd, :(((( Still got datas inside phone memory somemore D:
But...................... no point crying over spill milk. TIME FOR NEW PHONEZXZXZXS.
Just nice, I saw a very chio phone online just now, v^oo^v
Imma happy gal :):):)
Small ghost & 阮经天, (L) HEHEZ.

Goodbye.

"First" to the real NOTHING.

2010-05-21T17:55:00.005+08:00

If we contiune to habour ill feelings, we will be too busy with our troubles,
and thus lose sight of what truly matter in life.
-Peter lau.

CODE BLUE is a nice show.
Doctors are so really so amazing. ;) Like WOW~
Sch is VERY VERY VERY boring today :(
I'm so bored here, & cold now........ :S
Get out of your that unhappy thoughts, SeeQY.
Nothing's gona change.

Treasure lifeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee, because it's so fragile.
Everything in life is very fragile, &unpredictableeeeee.

When all I needed was..

2010-05-19T21:31:00.005+08:00

没人懂下一秒会发生什么事。
珍惜你现在拥有的一切，因为没人保证你会一直拥有它。
不要等到失去了，才来后悔当初没珍惜。

People who say we dont know what we've till it's gone.
Yeah, it true.
On the other hand, we just didnt know how much we need it, after it's gone.

Caught "The Last Song" with the girls today :))
A very touching story.
Nice day out :)

Nothing last forever.

I'll find my way out of this maze.

2010-05-18T16:21:00.005+08:00

"The bad news is that- Time flies. The good news is- Your're the Pilot"
Well said. HAHAH.

I've been wasting my time away, as though it's holiday now.
Anw, i finished 败犬女王 & 海派甜心。*thumbup*
Dalang dalang, dalang dalang dalang dalang dalang~
Well, it's gona be 3mths left.
Needa spend more time on studies alr.
I'm excited for tmr~ :X

Math trail is kinda tiring, but it reminded me of NCO's time. :')
Two talks today, one from Nanyang Poly, another workshop study skills.
I really need to make plans now.

Life is like a Labyrinth.
There're too many directions you can go.
You may not always go the right one.
Even if you went the wrong direction, you fight to survive.
(Y) Jovina :D

Shut down.

2010-05-16T00:26:00.010+08:00

"It's how amazing how much a human's heart can take"
So true.
How many times have you been through failures, & get up from there?
Life is like this, never ending pains, yet filled with so much happiness.
If god bring you to it, he will bring you through it.

So what if something is so miserable till you can barely take it anymore?
Everything will be over, one day.
Because the Sun will always shine, after rainy days.
You still have yourself, have people around who care & love you giving you moral support.
People who accompany you through it all, are then the ppl who you should spend more time with more.

I want to understand myself more, wana know what I've been thinking.
And @the same time, let go of all unhappiness in order to live a better life.
Isnt that more happier? :)
There's so much to say, yet too much to take..

Procrastinate. :S

2010-05-14T20:32:00.007+08:00

Fruitful day! :))
Because I've done what I wanted to, few weeks ago. Happy x100
Sch is kinda boring, because there's too many free lessons. :/
Go sch like kinda waste time.
BUT!! With too much lessons drained our energy also.
WEIRD RIGHT. human...
What's more, no study mood.
I shall enjoy myself till Monday.

Goodnight :)

Photos:

Supriseeee!

Jovina! :)Jolene! [:

Joan! :D
Zabao! XDBao! :P

True love never dies.

遗憾，是人生中最悲哀的事。

2010-05-13T19:33:00.005+08:00

OMG. 阮经天 is so damn hot ok ;)
Me & Jolene is like so crazy over 败犬女王~
Hehez, omg so many gal's dream's boyfr. HAHAHA.
Would you stay with me? OMGGGG.
谁说单身就是败犬，在我心里你是女王。

This week is quite slack, both in sch & outside sch.
BECAUSE I'VE BEEN WATCHING 败犬女王 ;)
Anw, went out with my Clique yesterday to celebrate Jovina's birthday.
Planned surprise for her, I actually scare her instead LOLOLOL!!
Sakae-d. Phobia of eating sushi alr x( HAHA.
Upload more photo nx time.
I love my Clique(:
Went out with th gals for lunch today!!
I was laughing @what Zabao say, then i say wrongly make myself tio paiseh -.-"
Th next min i look @Zabao & Jovina, they were alr tweeting what i say ._.

Ohya, i cant wait for Science Paper2 results!!! ARGH :@:@:@

(N)

2010-05-11T18:41:00.001+08:00

Most results is back.
Two words- Fcuking disappointed.
Hai...
And another thing really pissed me off today.
But i shouldnt waste my energy or time on it yeah?

TO YOU: [Oh dont be so paranoid :)) ]
Well, i dont know wtf is wrong with you.
I'm not gona to tell th whole world how bad(etc.) you're, like what you did.
If you never mention such things, LIKE AGN.
I guess th impression & image of a-nice-friend; WHICH IS YOU wouldnt damage in my heart.
Finally see your true colour huh.
Like everythings- Comprise of all th good memories, make me not wana rmb them agn.
If this is what you want, then so be it.
I believe in karma :)
Dont waste your energy, to think you could upset us again.

Love you, mum.

2010-05-09T15:07:00.004+08:00

To the most important person of my life:
No matter how many disagreements, unhappiness we've been through,
I'll always love you.
I'll make sure you can lift your head up when your friend compare their child with me.
I'll make sure i do you proud again this year.
I appreciate everything you've done for me.
A big thank you to you, &I love you.

Happy Mothers' Day.

Broken mirror.

2010-05-07T21:02:00.005+08:00

No sch today!
But went back sch for NPCC day:)
Hehez. Then watch Bai quan nu wang till 12pm plus.
Went out to find Clique @point, bused to Ehub.
Intend to watch movie, but everyone no movie mood so went to eat Seoul garden.
Saw my darling @Newyork newyork! :)
Drink alot pepsi coz of th bad weather. :@
Full like siao. Then I tio paiseh =.=
I wana say “我们去吹海风”, i go say “我们去吹海pong' =.=
WELL UNIQUE OK. LOL.
Me jovina & zabao took alot Zhou chong qing's pose pics. Super lol!
Went pasir to cycle:) Then went to 吹海pong as well. :/
Went back Whitesand, slack & homed!! :)
Omg, monday is approaching :(

Photos:Laowai! "I love the merlion, i love Singapore, WEETS~"
Zhou chong qing-cum-Yue niang. "Xie xie da jia, xie xie" LOL. Auntie lucy cum Zequan!! xD
Actually got one more zhou chong qing act as xiaoxiaobin one, deleted i think :/
Son :) Zabaooo :)Xiaoqi :)Oil ah mao :)

只要相信直觉，就一定可以战胜黑暗的力量。
Ok that's all!! Goodnight.

Sweet nothings.

2010-05-06T19:31:00.002+08:00

Trial exam is over.
I've so many plans before it,
& now, i totally have no mood for it.
Totally.
I dont have any confidence.

Poa paper1 last qn is totally killer which consist so much marks out of th whole paper.
And i dont even know a single shit about it. (other than opening the account)
Ffffffffff.

Sigh..
God save me from these.

It's never too late to restart now.

2010-05-02T12:11:00.001+08:00

I'm alone @ home again.
Oh well.. hate it ttm.

I'm still not prepared for papers.
:(
Positive: This pour more stress on me to push me to work.
NOT BAD EITHER, lol.

And ya, i recently just realise i havent watch any movie this year. :/
I nearly forget i'm turning 6teen this year. Cooooooool, NC16 wait for me okok.

I wish, one day, i could wake up without the pressure inside my heart.

I'll be back ((:

S.H.E's music is always the best ^^

总是要流一些滚烫热泪
才能换来对于爱的体会
你看世界没有毁灭心也没有碎
其他的就交给时间解决

你当然可以重新再爱
受过伤的更懂怎样爱与被爱
所以别再沉溺有他的回忆有空再回忆
离开你的只有他但是爱还在

听我说爱是对的错的是我们还没学会爱
就急着爱人而爱错人
可是爱就对了遇到下一个爱上就爱了
痛苦或快乐都是获得

我当然经历过你现在的感受
我想那是人必经的折磨 Yeah~
也许每个人都该是某个人成长的助手
受一点苦痛帮助她成熟

听我说爱是对的错的是我们还没学会爱
就急着爱人而爱错人
可是爱就对了遇到下一个爱上就爱了
痛苦或快乐都是获得

别探听他的线索别等待他会回头
爱~ 不喜欢看人软弱
别继续把心封锁别躲在伤心里头
爱~ 万一来了别错过

爱是对的错的是我们还没学会爱
就急着爱人而爱错人
可是爱就对了遇到下一个爱上就爱了
痛苦或快乐都是获得

听我说爱是对的错的是别人自以为懂爱
才会又爱人又伤害人
可是爱就对了爱了就值得
爱这门功课艰深但快乐爱就对了

听我说爱是对的错的是别人自以为懂爱
才会又爱人又伤害人
可是爱就对了爱了就值得
爱这门功课艰深但快乐爱就对了
爱来了别错过

You still have yourself.

2010-05-01T12:39:00.002+08:00

So not me right now.
The thought of taking physic & poa exams in afew days time seriously kill me.
I need confident.
Breaking down.

Pain goes away, but beautiful moments stays forever.
Ohya, my family is crazy.

JIAYOU CQY.

2010-04-30T18:11:00.002+08:00

Another month ending.
4mths have past. Which is kinda wasted to me..
Four months left for me, do or die.

Not much confident for the papers which i've taken past few days.
But @least i've given my best, careless mistakes everywhere though.
Four months left for me, do or die.

I'm tired. howiwishi'mtakingolvlthisyear..
Four months left for me, do or die.

Disappointment, mixed with happiness.
Four months left for me, do or die.

Pictures:
POP.
{i realise i forget to add this in,sorry}
Squadmates :D
CIs, officers :D
Juniors :D
Sisters.
{More photos @facebook}
Love my blog song! Xiaogui rock ttm.
如果我这次猜拳猜输了
会不会我就被神取消了我爱你的资格
未来会怎样谁敢保证呢
此时此刻怎么轻飘飘的好像不是真的
真的以为情歌还不都是骗人的
真的忘了变成哑巴有多久了
依依不舍舍不得地球上最浪漫的一首歌
我怕太超现实的快乐只是你借给我的
紧紧抱着拥抱着地球上最浪漫的一首歌
我的灵魂二十一公克因为你而完整了完美了
把此刻翻折翻折再翻折
折成一万一千一百一十零一只千纸鹤
如果说梦是现实的反射
能不能就这样让我们赖在一起睡着了
真的自己原来还有做梦的资格
原来伤过心的心还是肉做的
依依不舍舍不得地球上最浪漫的一首歌
我怕太超现实的快乐只是你借给我的
紧紧抱着拥抱着地球上最浪漫的一首歌
我的灵魂二十一公克因为你而完整了完美了
依依不舍舍不得地球上最浪漫的一首歌
我怕太超现实的快乐只是你借给我的
紧紧抱着拥抱着地球上最浪漫的一首歌
我的灵魂二十一公克因为你而完整了完美了
把不可能变可能地球上最浪漫的一首歌
你眼神里那一种光泽心里还是热热的
最亲爱的心爱的地球上最浪漫的一首歌
把苦苦的变的甜甜的因为你是而获得找到了
找到了

This world is just so real, till you could hardly find air to breathe.

2010-04-24T15:21:00.005+08:00

My new love. (Jolene dont scream.)
But XiaoGui is still the best (Y)

Anyway, i just screw my English Summary.

Dont waste TIME.

2010-04-19T20:19:00.007+08:00

QUICK UPDATE BEFORE I LOGGED OFF:)
Happy birthday Elder Sister (Today) & Cheryl (Yesterday)! :D

Yesterday.
DIY cake @icing room for that dumb gal.
Then headed to Mall. Spilt into two groups, planned surprise for her.
Me & RW was buying lunch, XY was buying stuff outside.
Then we saw cheryl -.-
Our reaction was like th same lar XD, then XY was outside.
Then we super shock & scared Cheryl saw XY, i think we shout inside th shop -.-"
LOL, luckily SHE DID NOT, THANKS TO DEANNZ, LOLOLOL!
HAHA, then rushed to her house.
Through th phone, i thought her mum was her maid, like so OPPPS PAISEH LAR :X
We waited @her place for them to come back.
Then through msg told Selicia to inform me when they coming back.
Then suddenly her house main gate like going to open, three of us totally panick & run to th kitchen -.- I thought why Selicia didnt tell me -.-
Her lil brother was like looking @us -.-
End up is her father LOL!!
Afterthat, they came, ya Cheryl know lor, coz i send a dumb msg -.-"
OK WHATEVERRR, th process was fun & exicting HAHA.
Then we have some gals talk & started to rain :(
Home-d, my house's kitchen finally look like a kitchen :DDD
BECAUSE FULL OF MY FAVE FOOD, HAHAHA :x
Upload POP photos & other photo after exams :D

Trial exam, Prelim1 is starting this Friday.
I swear i'm not gona online alr.
All th best to everyone & myself :)
TILL THEN :))
07/07
:D

Mend this insecurities.

2010-04-16T18:17:00.007+08:00

YO I'M BACK.
Not a very nice week for me.
Next 3 weeks is exams weeks, gosh. !@#$%^&*()
I feel so unprepared... :(

Trapped in th rain yesterday with Selicia.
Junying totally 见死不救。(anyway he come also can do nth)
LOL, trapped under void deck for one hour, chatted & stuff.
WHAT A DAY. LOLOLOL.
Today, lunch with mum & sis. B-.-
I will miss those sat with hs npcc.
Till then(:
Live in my heart ♥

Ferruginous 07/07

2010-04-10T18:42:00.014+08:00

Ferruginous 07/07 POP!!

I OVERSLEEP TODAY LOL!!
Rehearse everything before everything offically start.
My parent come too :):):) Hehez ^^
And yeah, everything went quite well:) (except for afew mistakes...)
Form 07/07 during parade which is so damn cool!! :D Wooots.
Everyone totally went crazy when going to th canteen.
Esp Junying, dancing while stepping on ppl's boots -.-
Stupid zhenyu kick my blister :( And kington totally jump on my boots -.-
Performance & videos by juniors, us & Deannz. :D
It rain after th parade, HENG AHH~ LOL
Thanks alots Juniors, &Deannz for th miracles HAHA. :D
Took alot photos with np mates, some dk mia till where, some on FB :D
Had lunch together as a squad.
My left leg totally hurts... D:
Then chatted like nobody business afterthat, everyone dont seem to want to go home LOL
Like what Selicia says, when will be th next time we have such random session together? O:
Yuuuuuuup, i guess my Saturday wont be as fruitful as it used to be :/
Time to focus more in studies.
It's really th end..

-
In an blink of eyes, 3years plus have pass so fast.....
A whole loads (really alot) of memories to rmb.
"One for all- All for one"
We've been through alot throughout this 4years, be it good or bad.
Th feeling of going through anything & everything together, & not standing alone, is really great:)
HS NPCC make a difference in my life, change me and teach me alot stuff.
Thanks Ferruginous 07/07 friends, Deannz mdm, GuoJing sir & Ms Tan :D
Thanks for everything, HS NPCC :)
Like deannz say, it's always fun to have you guys around.

Going through hardship & @th same time having fun every Saturday.
Planning events & camps- UATC'09 & NCOcamp'09 is the most memorable one :D
Swearing in camp, UATC'08, NCO'08, ATC, STC & HRC, many courses etc.
Ya there's really alot to mention.
Thanks for all th memories.
Now that we've pop, everything will be kept inside my heart.
Goodbye HS NPCC.
Reminiscences to rmb.

Once a Ferruginous, Always a Ferruginous.
I hope to see everyone together again very soon :D

Etched in my heart.

2010-04-09T17:10:00.004+08:00

IT'S FRIDAY!
Finally time to rest.
I kinda embarrass myself yesterday, but well who cares.
-back to main point-

Tmr is offically Ferruginous 07/07 POP.
It come fstr than i expected, really.
In an blink of eyes, 3years plus have past.
It've been a great, & have a big impact in my life.
Well, i really hate to say goodbye.
But i know, there's somethings that you have to let go somedays, no matter what.
Fate bought all of us together, which make FERRUGINOUS 07/07 today.
I will always miss & rmb all of you, & good/hard times spent together.
Do keep in contact. :D

Hope everything goes well tmr:)
Once a ferruginous, always a ferruginous :)

GO LORzxzxzs!

2010-04-07T21:59:00.000+08:00

Last training:Outing with quek & tanny:
On quek's heels, have th tall-feel. *ROFL*我不醉，我不醉！！
RANDOM TO UPDATE TODAY :P
Because i just feel like updating pictures here:)
Some quite unglam, but memorable, LOL
More @FACEBOOK. :):):)
& yeah i know my title is really weird.
I guess only Cheryl know what's behind it? :D (HAHA)
Say no to emo! v^^v
Worn out today, shall turn in alr.
Well, goodnights readers.

3moredays..
在舍不得也要有放手的一天。。我会很想你们的♥

話總說不清楚該怎麼明瞭
一字一句像圈套
舊帳總翻不完誰無理取鬧
你的雙手甩開剛好的微妙
然後戰火再燃燒

我們背對背擁抱
濫用沉默在咆哮

愛情來不及變老
葬送在烽火的玩笑

我們背對背擁抱
真話兜著圈子亂亂繞

只是想讓我知道
只是想讓你知道愛的警告(這警告)

我不要一直到形同陌路變成自找
既然可以擁抱就不要輕易放掉

So vulnerable.

2010-04-03T17:57:00.005+08:00

One week gone.
Not productive because idk what i've been doing after wed also -.-"
SUCK, CANT LIKETHAT ALR D:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AHQUEKKKK! :D
Good friday is spent celebrating Ahquek's birthday with Tanny yesterday :)
Woke up @8plus then go meet Tanny, bus-ed to CP together.
DIY our aixin cake @icing room for Quek.
(Our final product :D)
She came, surprise her, TADA. Mission accomplished! (Muhahaha)
Headed to PS, then to Kallang Ice World for Ice skating.
Th Q is like, damn long ok, bth, keep grumbling :X
Skate for 2hours, well, I still suck @ it, but who cares!
What matters most is, I've fun making a fool outta me :P
Blisters DAMN pain :( x100
Damn paiseh to see lil kids who can skate so well, & some HL one -.-" Ok whatever.
Went 日本村 for lunch. Tanny order alot, I mean ALOT of food.
I think almost all th food they offer also on our tables :P (not being exaggerating)
Eat till damn damn damn F-U-L-L! But still kena charge for wastage of food :(
We decided to walk back to PS, but went wrong direction. XD
But along th way, we're like three crazy out-of-love gals singing songs like nobody's business! BUT I LIKE IT.
Went somewhere near The Cathay to take bus home with Tanny, run like mad to reach before th bus :P
Overall, great day out with them :):):)
Oh yeah, three of us wear same grey shirt through coincidences!!! SO QIAO RIGHT!! x)
(Rest pics in Quek's camera, UPLOAD FAST LEH :P)

Last training today. Promotion day as well :D
Rehearsal for th parade & sharing session nexttt.
Lunch with squadmates next :)

Super happy to see my camera finally working!
Super sian off to see my lappy going sot, GOD HELP MEEE PLSSS :( :( :(

Wah, this post look long & boring.
Three cheers for those who manage to finish it, HAHA.

Sick of all the insincere.

2010-03-27T16:31:00.002+08:00

Another month ending O: 5more months.
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ._.
This week is not wasted because i've been studying ^^
Practice make prefect!

Run 2.4 yesterday, resulting in muscleache now -.-
I want AINOOOOOOOO :(
Swensens with family then went to find Jolene & th guys.
KTV-ed, sing till 8plus. *Uhuh*
KTV is funnn, hehe v^^v
I think my group's project gonecase alr? Rofl..

Training today.
Last training is postpone to next sat. Hahaha.
Trial run for everything, &yay. Cool:)
Lunch with sisters & here i am.
SUPPORT EARTH HOUR, ROFL.

No one on this earth can make you feel inferior without your permission.

那時候有沒有一個不會為時間而變化的你

2010-03-19T17:51:00.002+08:00

Without SherlynHAPPY BIRTHDAY DAJIE! ((:
Loveyou :D
Back from chalet yesterday :D
Still very tired, LOL.
Summaries: Cabbed to downtown, TV-ed, BBQ-ed.
Nice entertainment by th guy's singing XD
Midnight walk, ton-ed till 4am plus, watch-ed 72家主客, nice show ^^
Sleep for awhile, watch a forgetwhatname show with Zabao.
Waited for everyone to wakeup, then book out.
Went JustAcia for their lunch, play 终极密码 XD Forefit ICE CREAM :D
Went to find family afterthat.
Ate @sis house & sleep x.x HOW I WISH I CAN TELEPORT, ROFL.
Training tmr, guess that's is th 2nd last training O:
NERVOUS.
Went to celebrate deannz's birthday with other CIs just now, with meiling:)

Photos :D (more @fb)

Jolene intro me a nice song- 变化, lyrics is very meaningful:
海變成陸地快樂的能變成悲劇那麼愛會不會變成了麻痺
沙變成天梯醜陋的能變成美麗那麼你會不會變成我的仇敵
我不是挑剔可怕的變局隨時都在背後偷襲

時間會把我把你都變成了灰燼從勇氣變距離
沒有人能夠保證永遠在一起
時間會把我把你都變成了回憶
那時候有沒有一個不會為時間而變化的你

海變成陸地快樂的能變成悲劇那麼愛會不會變成了麻痺
沙變成天梯醜陋的能變成美麗那麼� 會不會變成我的仇敵
我不是挑剔可怕的變局隨時都在背後偷襲

時間會把我把你都變成了灰燼從勇氣變距離
沒有人能夠保證永遠在一起
時間會把我把你都變成了回憶
那時候有沒有一個不會為時間而變化的你

分開追逐著相聚辛酸渴望著甜蜜
我們都是一樣窮得只剩下空虛
我買不起我不確定絕望谷底有沒有奇蹟

時間會把我把你都變成了灰燼從勇氣變距離
不變的幸福只是一種距離
時間會把我把你都變成了回憶
那時候有沒有一個是你愛我我愛你最完美的結局
還是我變成了你最想忘記的回憶

Genuine smile.

2010-03-15T19:11:00.002+08:00

Morning's mood was kinda spoilt and bad.
Moodswing is seriously very bad.
It could swing you to th highest point,
and @th same th time, to th lowest point.
Dont ever let your emotions control you or get th best of you.

Thank god, i thought of you @my lowest point.
Which make me lighten my evening.
Thanks for making a difference in my life, :)

After everything, i just find myself very very very stupid (fullstop)

Like my second home.

2010-03-13T16:21:00.002+08:00

Went out to celebrate CJ7's birthday w clique yesterday :D
Went cycling, &who knows.
It started to rain. But luckily, it stop & in time to return th bike ^^
(I seem as though i'm writing essay... HAHA -.-)
But anyway, it's fun being out with them ^^
& gossiping throughout th bus journey with Jovina :x Ahahaha :x

I oversleep today!! Hahahahah :x
After 3years plus, Ferruginous have our last sat training today.
How fast..................... In an blink of eye. :/
From a dispatch group of ppl, to a bonded squad now.
-Times really flies-
Trial run for th parade.
Afterthat, mass debrief.

March holiday just started yesterday.
But it's not holiday in fact, because our teachers gave us ton of hwks.
HAHAHA, looking forward to chalet with themmm! ^^
Bored of being bored because being bored is very boring.

Photos:

Melancholy.

2010-03-10T17:21:00.003+08:00

CA1's (mixture of class test & hwks) results is back.
Even though i failed one only, but it dont meet th requirement for N level...
Yes. No point brooding over it, no point thinking "if only..", no point crying over spilled milk, no point being down, not point being thinking so much.................
No point @all. But why..... Disappointment, indeed a very huge one.
Because i know i've th ability to do better......
Th cost of being too complacent.
INDEED no point brooding so much.
I'm gona work hard from now on.
I wont let myself or anyone down anymore.
I dont want myself to regret.
Add oil :)

-
Motivational Workshop.
Not bad actually, made me realise alot things & reflected alot.
And games is not bad too!! Ice & water esp (LOL)
Meet up with Quek last night, dinner-ed @Shabu-shi.
Thanks Cheryl for lending me a very motivational book, by Peter lau (Superteen)
It's really a good book. Learn alot principle inside.
"Confidence brings ppl up, but complacency bring ppl down."

Taken quite long ago? O:

Going back.

2010-03-06T14:05:00.006+08:00

Another week have pass!!
It's March now alr O: 6more mths to N.
How fasttttttttt ._.
Ha, went back to past post, & i realise last year's around today.
I'm also struggling with studies -_-
Needa adjust my mood &focus all on studies; Mindset!!
----------------STUDIES---------------------
Post-it note everywhere.

Anyway, training today :D
Campcraft Compeition Result is out also.
Not bad actually..
Like what Patrick sir have mention, it's th process that matters most :)
@least we give it a very best shot.
Though still kinda disappointing..
-back to training-
Balloons games with Eagles II.
Fooling around totally. Rofl.
Next week, offically last training alr.
Times seriously flies, like WOAH?!?! (so damn fast)
Very soon, Passing over parade upcoming.
And then, POP! O:
Th end of life in np very soon.
Well..

-
Fcuk.

Take every obstacles, as Challenges.

2010-02-27T21:01:00.005+08:00

CampCraft Prelim's OVER.
As expected, i didnt sleep well last night, lol.
Inside th ISH, damn nervous x.x
And TADA, it's over now~
So fast, it just ended within that 12mins.
When we train so hard, so hard for it.
I guess our effort is paid off, lucky no last min problem :)
Awaiting th results now!!
Everyone put on :( face when returning back to HS.
Wanted to surprise everyone, but who knows.. no one actually bother about us.
HAHA. Three cheers for both team!!

Watching titanic now, LOL!!
Pictures!!
Before competition:During competition:
After competition:

Rest @fb :D

-
So many things happen recently.
Reality is so cruel.
Forcing you to accept things & adapt to sudden changes.
Forcing you to go on even when all your hopes are totally thrash.
What could be more worst than this??
But this is th process of growing up & learning experiences.
If i can go through this, what esle can i not?

Tomorrow!! O:

2010-02-26T20:31:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, Sherlyn aka bao!! :)
Though it's super late :P
So fast know you for like 2years ++ going three alr!! O:
Haha, rmb th times we used to share th same feelings, through coincidence? XD
And so, whenever one of us is feeling down, we know another is feeling down alr.
And getting into very random topics when chatting.
It's great knowing you, a person who cant be judge by it's cover.
Look like a very emotional gal all th times, but actually very mad one!!
N level year, must study hard & get into sec5 & carry on with th same poly kays? :)
Dad is always here, BE POSTIVE & HAPPY ALWAYS OKAY x)
Swensens with Clique on her birthday as well :)

-
ANOTHER WEEK GONE.
3 days in a row trainings.
Tmr is th gal's team prelims.
Hope our hard work will be paid off.
Dont really have th "competition" feeling. Not that nervous either..
But i guess i will get insomnia tonight O:
Well!! Hope ladyluck is on our side!
Win glory for our sch, maintain HS NPCC name in campcraft, as well as our effort being paid off. JIAYOU GALS, it's our time to shine tmr :D
A-D-D-O-I-L :)

I ~~hope~~ WILL bring good news tmr.
WAIT FOR ME :D

Nothing is impossible, unless you're giving up.

2010-02-21T12:41:00.002+08:00

Four training in a row is indeed tiring.
But!! Th guy's team perform really well yesterday.
It's paid off :D
So proud of them ^^
Happy day for everyone x)
Next sat is Gal team's prelim.
Guy's team can do it, so can we. ^^
Never give up! :):):)
HS campcraft team, huat ah!!

Some pictures: (dont know where th group photo went to..)

CNY 2010.

2010-02-16T22:21:00.005+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR,

& Valentines Day :)

WELLL, CNY this year is kinda...

boring to me.

But had fun though!! :):):)

I helped my mum with th chores before CNY, like always x)

Adult's gambling, my relatives loves to:

Blame you when they lose,

but praise you when they win.

ROFL. x)

Visited both mum's & dad's side relative place.

First day, ROT.

Yesterday, Wii-ed!!

Today, lunch+dinner @Swensens :D

Went Renald's aunt place with Clique.

Rotted all th way to Mall.

Sch tmr x.x

Day one,

Day Two,

More @facebook..

End off with:

My fave pose v^^v

SMILE :)

Upside down :(

2010-02-12T18:41:00.005+08:00

One week gone, again.

Training on tues & wed.
Total defence exhibition(?) yesterday~

Studies is still.. :(
So many tests, so many hwks.
Is not having CAs a good idea?? :/
Secondary four life suck ttm, what about sec5?..

Breakfast with Clique, and sch, send blessings to residents.
Accompany Selicia th mouse to town with Cheryl.
Th weather seriously piss me off -.-"
Shopshopshop~ Cheryl left halfway.
I swear i wont shop with this mouse agn O:
Omg, bth her sia -.-
AND THANKS TO HER ICE CREAM WHO BULLIED ME AS WELL -.-
Lift spoilt -.-"
But i spend last than 5mins climbing th stairs :P
Phone give me problems again -.- I want a new phone :/

I always thought sth's irreplaceable.
But it's not that way.
I'm still naive...

Just another gal you know.

2010-02-07T10:37:00.002+08:00

Another week have pass.
Class test after class test, hwks after hwks- never ending.
Time not enough used :/
Friday's PE was quite fun actually, after many running.
When i wana go on diet, i cant get th weight i want.
When i eat like nobody business, i got my desire weight, even lighter, LOL!!
(Weighing machine faulty? :P)

Trainings on wed, fri & sat.
Yesterday was really a tiring one, because of PT.
Hahahas, dont have enough energy for th rest of th day.
Followed by Campcraft training & Reunion dinner with Squadmates :)
KTV, eat, play, watch tv blahblahblah!

Anyway, my cousin is back from China!! :D
CNY FSTR COMEZXZXZXZXS!!!

I, me, myself.

2010-01-30T21:57:00.006+08:00

Noob Eddin is entertaining me through web cam for quite awhile alr XD
We're both very tired yet not wanting to sleep & bored.

Another week is gone, again.
A month ending as well..

Well, time really flies :/
I'm still, very slack..........
Next week, everything shall change & begin.
N level, a must to pass.
I dont want to disappoint anyone or myself..
WORK HARD ._.

Pizzahut with Clique on thursday :D
Those crazy ones really make my day that day xD
Training yesterday & today as well. stupid me:( I screw it:(
Had PYA as well.
Campcraft training afterthat.
Had fun laughing, wellllll.
I hope everything goes well! :):):)

Watching:
Damn nice :)
But i'm still stuck @ep 10 :P
A very sweet, yet sad love story.
Twisted fate.
Saddening when th guy actually lost his memory, & forgot gal..
Somemore he's getting married soon ._.
But, 6yeas ltr, they meet again.
Fate?
小乐 is really damn damn damn cute :D

"Life is not about how many breaths you take, but about how many moments in life that take your breath away."
- Beyonce.
(Taken from Dorothy's blog :D)

Another week is gone!

2010-01-23T21:15:00.002+08:00

QINYIN IS TIRED!! :(

Happy birthday Valerie Tan & Eunice! :D
Three campcraft trainings this week.
Tiring(x10), but yet fun~ :)
Crap alot with Ubadiah, lexus & eugene today. Hahaha.
HS campcraft team, wossshhhh~

First training with EagleII today.
Not as bad as i thought :P

Studies....
Science & CH is omfg to me this year..
GOD BLESS ME PLS!! :( :( :(

Because everything started, so wrong.

2010-01-19T20:12:00.001+08:00

Sudden urge to update :D
Third week of sch alr!!
Woah, time flies & alot things really do change alot alot.
Have been chatting with mum alot alot recently :)
Yeah right, i've to really study very very very very hard.
I dont have any rights to slack anymore, waste anymore sch fees (lol)
I dont want make this year my last year in sch.
I still want to collect my O levels result in year 2012 & move on to poly/JC.

Well, sch..
Lessons are as boring as ever.
I miss last year alot, esp th subject teachers (no joke)
Like Ms Soh, even though she cant manage th class.
She always got th ability to let me score an A for POA (only once i didnt get it :S)
Mr tan & mr ang- I used to hate Science alot in th past, last year i'm really into it!!
How i wish they're still taking my class :s
Oh well, pray hard i meet my target for N level.
I got my target ready, alr. Working hard for it.

-
Dilemma have stop me from moving on for a very long time.
After going through so much shit(s), i must be real dumb if i still dont learn from all th lessons.
In this world, you cant have everything & expect things to always go your way.
You can only let nature take its course.
There's no reason to stay on with so much thoughts anymore, mistakes cant be undone, i can only accept it & move on.
I've more things to do & worry for; Studies & Campcraft competition.
There's more things waiting for me to do and explore.
There's so much, loads of stuff to cherish in life.
I dont want to waste my time anymore.

Gone with the wind~

2010-01-16T20:41:00.002+08:00

More pictures of HRC :D

HELLO EVERYONE.
Well, both a good & bad week for me.
As always, moodswing & confusion which lead me to no direction, suck ttm
I'm sitting with MingHwee now! :)
Study mood is almost back, great :D
No sleeping in class anymore, no using hp in class, no slacking~
Well, i can conclude that timetable this year is really crazy.
There's alot of three periods in a day, OMG T.T
Sch=studies, nothing interesting D:

There's training for both today & yesterday.
Yesterday was a crazy training day with Basha's group ._.
Normal training today~ Kinda boring.
Becauseee we got nth to do, so went to help pack stuff.
After lunch, campcraft training :D
Boring @th start, totally no mood ._.
Afterthat, my high mood came back & start playing around :D
Challenge lexus & huang jun with Sinyee, super lol!XD

Before i end this entry,
i want to say that RENALD THIS NOOB SMALL MEOW IS SO CRAZY.
I love to disiao him, ESP TH PART WHERE HE COULDNT GET ME @ALL.
SO NOOB K, but he's very fun to be disiao-ed :D

High Rope Challenge!!

2010-01-10T19:48:00.000+08:00

You can only see my back D: (This pic damn cool lar!! I think it's Kelvin or Kington? Credit to Eddin)
Waiting for more pics.

Went Pula Ubin for High Rope Challenge yesterday :D

Brought a heart full of fear there, i fear height... D:

Flying Fox was our first station!
Yes, i did it :D Weets, thanks for being patient with me :s

Played 2 other games & not enough time for another 2.
Well... saddending lar :/

Simply impressed!!

Happy birthday to Peiying (:

Went XinMin for award ceremony today.

Waited for damn long ~.~

First week of sch is totally craps!!

Go there waste time only x.x

Lesson only start tmr, &monday start sch @9.30am, WOAH.

English dianogstic test is damn crapz, you wont believe what my eyes see.

Math is damn disappointing, i dont have enough time ._.

Okayzxzxzxs, well it's over.

Extreme hellz start tmr, no mercy.

Sch REOPEN.

2010-01-04T13:33:00.003+08:00

TIME FLIES MAN.
I'm sec4 alr, &turning 16 this year.
Myself & two other sister taking major paper this year. PSLE, N level, O level.
Oh well.......

Sch today is really very bored i can say ._.
Rotting all th while, hear th teachers talk & talk.... ~.~
Not really in th mood -.-" I WANT TO SLEEP.
Sch suddenly seem a lil unfamiliar to me?? Dont know why. :S
Edwin & Alvin is sitting beside me now!! LOL :D

Guess i wont be able to update my blog reguarly this two years.
Only when i feel like it ^^

Believe in yourself :)

2010-01-02T21:41:00.001+08:00

So T-I-R-E-D right now.
Went over to Deannz's house with MeiLing.
I got so many mosquitoes bites now :s
Basically, we play Squash. Heeez.
Sauna as well. Sweat like hell, hot air! ~
Hahaha. Crap our way through th day.
Accompany Selicia to AMKhub with her bro too.

And i chatted with my Mum yesterday :)
It feel so good sharing my stuff to her, she know what's on my mind, seriously.
Give me advice, encourage me to work harder, giving her moral support.
It's so great having her in my life :D

It's last day of holiday tmr!
And my hell gate are opening in 1day ++ time :s
Hope everything goes well! :)
Gambateh!!

It's 2010!

2010-01-01T23:57:00.005+08:00

Today is th first day of 2010!!
May this be another great year for everyone! WOOTS~
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

Countdown party!
Dinner with family.
Countdown @michelle's house last night with np mates.
Luckily there's Eddin to accompany me x) Rest @Facebook!
Outing with Tanny & Ahquek!
Spend my first day of 2010 with Tanny & ahquek.
Walk around PS & orchard. Heeez.
It's great having a meet up session after so long.
Yep, absence make th heart grown fonder. :D
(Th picture uploader really upload damn hell slow, so i decided not to upload all :D)

It's easier to say than do.
But i believe i can do it.
Study is my everything now ;)

Last day of 2009!

2009-12-31T13:06:00.008+08:00

2009 is coming to an end alr.
Time to say goodbye to 2009!
When time strike 12am, it's th start of 2010.
Everything is gona restart, or maybe stay th same?

Truthfully, through my fifteen years on earth, this is th year i enjoy most.
I finally feel that i've grown up, hahaha.
I can say that i'm no longer as navie as before.
"My life is better now, for i know what's best for me" :D
I've alot more to learn, that's for sure.

I've meet my goals that i've made for myself during th starting of th year.
"Get a good result to let my parent be proud of me, &a good progress award"
For 2010, i hope i can get a good result for Nlevel, &promote sucessfully to Sec5.
I also hope my sister getting good result for O level getting into Poly, cousins & friend doing well too :)
Not forgetting, hope my family & friends can stay happy & healthy always.

N LEVEL N LEVEL N LEVEL = Cut down time playing, study more.
I will play very hard after N level, LOL!!
Bringing my cheerfulness, looking forward to my future.
May everyone have a great year ahead!! :D
Happy birthday Eugene! (:

HAHA, looks like a lame post ._.

Back to square one.

2009-12-30T17:35:00.008+08:00

Watch Avatar with Clique yesterday :D
Actually wana watch Alvin & Chipmunks 2, then change to Sherlock then Avatar
Kept changing, coz keep selling fast or sold out!! Wth -_-
Sitted @th first row somemore -.-"
@first dont really understand th show, then in th end finally kinda understand -.-
LOL, overall quite nice :D Heh~

Campcraft training today.
Didnt sleep well :(
PTI again. Sweat like hell today.
Finally come out with a design. WEETS :D
CHERYL JEALOUS I POST FOR DEANNZ.
K lar, i love you too, dont jealous kay?? :D
THANKS CHERYL THANKS CHERYL THANKS CHERYL!!
LOOOOOL :/

Happy birthday to Kington anyway. (:
And it's HuangJun birthday tmr!! (which is last day of 2009)
Time flies, sch reopening, N level. Gosh.
Room in a mess now, thanks ah sister -_-
Learning; boring life.

-THE END-

Specially for..

2009-12-27T23:37:00.003+08:00

DEANNZ! :D

She wanted me to dedicated a post for her.
See she entertain me so much today, i shall grant her wish x)

Really thanks ALOT today for cheering me up.
I'll never forget today, really :)
How you make fun of my name, how you act retard, how you make me smile/laugh. Really thanks alot lar!! xD
I hope you've fun doing these too :P
Qinyin is back & fine, for what you've done today :)
Are you touched? :D Haha.
Though i dont really know how to cheer ppl up, because i'm a blurr sotong :(
But i'm always available for you, here to cheer you up whenever you're down.
Pardon me if i say wrong things or dont get you, coz i'm really slow :/
And not forgetting th times you make your way here to tutor me, *TOUCHED*
I LOVE YOU, DA JIE! ♥
Grateful to know a sister like you :)
(Take 6mth ago x.x)

Thanks to my other friend like Cheryl, Edwin, Sherlyn & Tanny. LOVE YA TOO!!

Revive.

2009-12-26T23:51:00.001+08:00

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A moment ago, i dropped down to hell. (or rather, these few days.)
But now, i'm back on my feet once again :))
No way am i gona fall down for you again.
Love is blind, & it's so dangerous that you didnt know you're on risk alr.
Well, everyone have to go through th darkest point, &walk out of it. Isnt it?

This is all, you give me can take. Truly disappointed.
But there's nth i could do. I tried to mend it. Have you?
You let me truly feel th pain of losing someone i never thought i would.

But whatever it is, i will live my life better than it's before.
For i know what's best for me :D
Thank so much, Qinyin have become stronger than before.
I hope sth can occupied me now......
YES STUDIES, i havent touch on it.
What th ffffffffffff.

Hey monday- Candles.

Lonely Christmas

2009-12-25T15:21:00.001+08:00

Merry Christmas world!!

Every year, it's th same.
Because..........
My family dont celebrate Xmas.
Lazy & not allowed to stay out @night.
I shall spend this special day @home......
COOOOOOOOOOL.

One day, i'll let you see.
I promise.
FCUK!!!!!!!!